lost memories

i had suck a great time in junior high and high school coming into my own and i met alot of great people. now that im older my memory is getting worse. i can barely remeber what i did yesterday. note i need to go to the doctor for it. sometimes things trigger what i have done in the past that i had totally forgot about. ill give you some examples, if i can remeber lol.
the other day me and my hubby were going to his dads house and i saw this hill, and a flash came to me like dejavue. it was night time and Omar had thrown himself, like he always did funny ass shit, down Karla's hill. he ended up with a gash on the back of his head. we took him to his friends house, i think his name was Chris, to pick out all the little pieces of rock out of the cut. it was so weird how it just came to me.
then a couple of weeks ago it happened again when i was riding around with Stacey and i told her about it. she was like what. it was when me and Charlene and mike dyke and his friend and Chris amador had tim(? i cant remeber his last name everyone said he was a devil worshiper.) car cause tim was going out of town. well we went on beer runs with the car and we wrote all over it with a whiteout pen, and then we piled about 7 of us in a datsun and drove around the dairies gettin high and hot boxing the car.
good times.
i remeber slap boxing with stiemen, and all the guys i loved hanging out with them. like right now i just got a flash of papa bear and Ralph and some other guy i can see him but i cant think of his name he was skinny tall and blond. in ralphy’s back yard with this old door throwing knives. papa bear was teaching me how to hold it just right.
and at my husbands friends house we have only been over there a couple of time but the first time i walked in to his garage it hit me like a wave. he had a pool table in it. instantly i was transported to ralphy’s house to the room with the pool table with the whole ceiling covered in pin ups and their guitars in the corner. and us playing darts. and i could literally walk up the ramp out of the room and across the hall to ralphs room. him sitting there putting beer and ice cubes in his bong. lol
i had so many pics from back in the day and i wish i still had them but when i got with this guy my senior year he made me cut them up cause they where all these guys. i had about 80% guy friends in high school and i couldn't hang out with them any more. plus majority of them got kicked out of high school and i never really saw them again.
i just wish i had some sort of better way of remembering the good times with something more tangible then a "come around when ever it wants to" memories.
so no matter what boy friends or girl friends say don't get rid of your memories cause those are yours just put them away