pregnant again!!!!!

well i found yesterday that i am pregnant again. i don't know how this happened i had my tubes tied last year in august when i had Abby. my doctor told me then that i couldn't have more babies cause there will be a 50/50 chance for me to survive. so now i have to do the hardest thing i think since my miscarriage in 2005, is i have to go have an abortion. and then i have to schedule for my tubes to be tied AGAIN!
so now i have to go to the docs today to get some test done i hope to god i don't have to have an ultra sound. Cause it didn't hit me with the miscarriage till i saw the ultra sound of the baby and it was 3 months.
what really pisses me off is my last period was on august 19th and i went to the docs on September 20th complaining of sornes of my stomach and of symptoms of being pregnant. and the doc was like no your not pregnant cause you had your tubes tied, and its just you body thinking it was when its not. i still insisted i wanted a prego test and he told me no.
and look it now im 2 months prego dumbass doctor. i fucken hate him cause this could have been done a month ago.
but i have finally quite crying for now cause that was all i was thinking about was how it was when i had lost the one in 2005. i just hope that i can stop making myself upset. it will be about a week before the procedure will be done, wish me luck.

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Grey's Anatomy drinking games

what ever alchol you chose

*Participants must select of the interns before the show starts. Whenever Bailey insults your intern during the episode, take three sips.


*Izzie becomes too emotionally attached to a patient. Drink twice if she even thinks about mentioning Denny.


*George is a whiny bitch. George is adorable and all, but the kid’s got to man up sometimes.
Come on!

*Every time a character says “shut up” (or any variation of that phrase), take a shot.


*Every time a character says “seriously” , take a shot.


or you can fallow this links rules aswell

Grey's Anatomy Drinking Game

From the creator: "The (Best if not Official) Grey’s Anatomy Drinking Game Version 1.
0 - Season One Edition"

Recommended drink: any

The rules

Rule #1.
You drink when they drink!
• Take one drink whenever a character is shown drinking any type of beverage.

(including, but not limited to: coffee, hot tea, tequila, beer, wine, chocolate milk)
• Take two drinks if a beverage is verbally referenced.

(i.e.
Mocha Latte, tequila, microbrews, triple shot espresso, single malt scotch)

Rule #2.
Visual Cues = Two Drinks
Take two drinks any time one of the following items appears on screen:

• The Space Needle
• Seattle Magazine
• The MRI machine
• Meredith’s Dartmouth T-shirt
• Derek’s steamboat surgical cap
• Meredith’s giant Bronco
• Burke’s glasses
• Hello Kitty
• Rain
• Derek’s Sidekick mobile phone.

• The over-used Port of Seattle fly over shot of the orange gantry cranes on Harbor Island
• The Catwalk (the big bridge in the main lobby of Seattle Grace)

Rule #3. Audio Cues = One drink.

Take one drink when a character is called by a nickname.

(i.e. McDreamy, The Nazi, 007, Dr. Model, Dr.
Evil Spawn, Cricket, Shep…the only exclusion is Izzy)
Take one drink when you hear the following sound effects:

• Pager Beeps
• The Elevator *Bing*
• George’s Shoe Squeeks

Take one drink when you hear the following words or phrases in character dialogue:

• Seriously!
• Freaking
• Rule(s)
• Wrestle(r)
• Move
• Penis
• Ovary(ies)
• Suction
• Rounds
• Ferryboat(s)
• Dude
• Boyfriend
• Roommate
• Relationship
• The Game
• The Syph or Syphilis
• Banana
• Boobs
• Code (Code anything, including ‘Code Team’ and ‘call a code’)
• Anytime George’s dialogue consists of silence and a dramatic blink
• What are you doing? (And its variations: What are you doing here? What are we doing? What do you think you’re doing?)

(Optional)
Rule #4: Actions = Chug
Chug your drink when:
• There is a conversation in a bathroom.

• Alex excersizes.

• Izzy bakes.

• The interns take bets.

• Cristina rides her motorcycle.

• Meredith is in Derek’s car.

• The interns fight over patients.


Rule #5: Icing on the Cupcake = ONLY for those of you who could seriously drink Meredith under the table. Seriously.

• Take one drink any time a character appears on screen partially nude.

• Take two drinks any time two partially nude characters appear in a scene together.


Creator: Lacy Davis

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lost memories

i had suck a great time in junior high and high school coming into my own and i met alot of great people. now that im older my memory is getting worse. i can barely remeber what i did yesterday. note i need to go to the doctor for it. sometimes things trigger what i have done in the past that i had totally forgot about. ill give you some examples, if i can remeber lol.
the other day me and my hubby were going to his dads house and i saw this hill, and a flash came to me like dejavue. it was night time and Omar had thrown himself, like he always did funny ass shit, down Karla's hill. he ended up with a gash on the back of his head. we took him to his friends house, i think his name was Chris, to pick out all the little pieces of rock out of the cut. it was so weird how it just came to me.
then a couple of weeks ago it happened again when i was riding around with Stacey and i told her about it. she was like what. it was when me and Charlene and mike dyke and his friend and Chris amador had tim(? i cant remeber his last name everyone said he was a devil worshiper.) car cause tim was going out of town. well we went on beer runs with the car and we wrote all over it with a whiteout pen, and then we piled about 7 of us in a datsun and drove around the dairies gettin high and hot boxing the car.
good times.
i remeber slap boxing with stiemen, and all the guys i loved hanging out with them. like right now i just got a flash of papa bear and Ralph and some other guy i can see him but i cant think of his name he was skinny tall and blond. in ralphy’s back yard with this old door throwing knives. papa bear was teaching me how to hold it just right.
and at my husbands friends house we have only been over there a couple of time but the first time i walked in to his garage it hit me like a wave. he had a pool table in it. instantly i was transported to ralphy’s house to the room with the pool table with the whole ceiling covered in pin ups and their guitars in the corner. and us playing darts. and i could literally walk up the ramp out of the room and across the hall to ralphs room. him sitting there putting beer and ice cubes in his bong. lol
i had so many pics from back in the day and i wish i still had them but when i got with this guy my senior year he made me cut them up cause they where all these guys. i had about 80% guy friends in high school and i couldn't hang out with them any more. plus majority of them got kicked out of high school and i never really saw them again.
i just wish i had some sort of better way of remembering the good times with something more tangible then a "come around when ever it wants to" memories.
so no matter what boy friends or girl friends say don't get rid of your memories cause those are yours just put them away

wondering "what if"

i have a friend (for reals a friend not a make believe one and i am not feeling this, but i can understand) who has been married for about 10 years and she is feeling confused about how she feels about another guy. she wants to be his friend but she is feeling a lust for him. i understand that after a long time in a relationship, your thoughts do being to wonder, what if?
Everyone who knows me knows how i feel about cheating, i despise it. but now from what she had said her friend had told her, i do understand the other side, but a real fucken big but, if you have these feeling and you are at the point where you want to act on them have the respect for your partner to separate. cause which is worse to leave each other on some what good terms to go on with your lives or cheat on them, lie and break their heart.
I had told my husband this from the beginning if he ever wants to be with someone else he needs to tell me and we can divorce it is much better then being deceived. i have been cheated on many, many times and it hurts more and more the more you care about the person.
I think it is ok for her to be having these feelings, everone has fantasies or day dreams of being with other people. she has told me that she catches her husband all the time looking else wear. Everyone knows a man doesn't just look they think about sex constantly all day long. i think i read in a magazine a while back that every 3 to 5 minutes a man thinks about sex.
but if a guy is to look at her he gets all upset, why? cause he knows what he is thinking!!! the things those guys are thinking of doing to his wife he has no control over,no clue what their fantasy is and that is what makes him made. the stupid thing is that she doesnt acknowledge those guys looking at her or encourage them and he gets mad at her. what kind of bullshit is that i would think he would like to have a hot ass wife that guys are looking at. and the fact that he gets to go home and do what ever he wants to her and they cant nane nane poop poo!
well get back to the problem at hand she says she cant be friends with this guy cause the feelings a re getting stronger for him. but she is happy with her marriage and loves her husband.
what should she do?
Leave her husband on good terms and quit wondering what if and actually do something not expected of her or stay away from this guy and stay in her marriage.
i think fate put this guy there to answer her "what if" question. and now it is up to her to chose.
i was in her position about 10 years ago and i had to make the same sort of decision the " what if" was hovering over me like a dark cloud and i finally made a decision, i left someone and it was hard cause i had to stay there with him afterward cause i had no place else to go. it was the hardest 29 and half hours of my younger life. but it was what had to be done. and i am as happy as i have ever been.
i think no one should settle life is too short to settle. im so fucken happy i never settled a couple of times cause i would never had found my hubby. there are alot of "what if's" in my life and im glad that i chose the hard ones cause it lead me to him.
i dont know if this will help her or discourage her.
cause fate and karma happens for a reason, thats why i think we ended up being friends. The "what if" was hovering over her that day she emailed me for the first time and now a year later we are realy good friends, never met in person, but we talk all the time and we can tell each other anything.
so all i can say fallow your heart and dont worry all hearts heal. you do you and who cares what others think they will get over it. jump when you think it is time. there is that enough cheesy quotes for ya hehehe loves to ya girlie tommie